Of sleepless nights n such!

It's 0205hrs on the 24th of July 2006 AD! and i cant sleep! i have been in the bed for the past 2+ hrs, but i have not been able to sleep! i got up an hour back, caught some parts of kuch kuch hota hai (on sony) and ramayan (on zee, new version) and then went to bed again - but still no sleep! it's not a case of excess sleep over the weekend. i just slept my fair share of 7 hrs a day!
all kinds of thoughts crossing my mind -
home related (family in india)
job related (boss and other work issues)
and other ponderings of happenings around me!
a lot of aggressive thoughts also:
what if i have a fight with my boss (verbal - work related)
what if a have a fight with some one (physical - somebody punches me, how will i react - dont ask why this). i have never been in a fight, never been punched, never punched somebody. probably it's all stocked up!
confusing thougts, random thoughts, violent thoughts, thoughts thoughts n more thoughts, but no God damn sleep!
only possible solution, sleep while watching something!
and the old-time solution, dig out some uni-time lec notes, start reading - i'll probably be off to dreamland just by reading the name of the subject on the lec notes!
i shall go and try something. sleep by hook or by crook! anyways, tomorrow at work - will need a more than regular supply of coffee to get through the day, considering i can only get 5 hrs of sleep - if i fall asleep within the next 5 min!
tough call i say!

Of Tags n Such!

My dear friend Sayesha has helped me revive my blog and forced me into activity!
So hear we go - on Sayesha's request!

I am thinking...
Good God, Sayesha gave me something to write on my otherwise dormant blog! Thanx Sayesha!!!

I said...
Life’s a b***h

I want...
less s**t to happen in everybody’s life!

I wish...
peace n prosperity n happiness for all (picked that up from a new year’s greeting card)

I miss...
Uni and school days (school days more, coz I was also at home with family!)

I hear...
myself talk before i go to sleep

I wonder...
what if we were living in the matix (too geeky :D)

I regret...
not being able to pursue my first crush! Not too much though – just do some naatak once in a while – devdaas ishtyle!

I am...
somebody!
need time for detailed analysis of this. Still searching what the hell am I!!!

I dance...
when lights are low and nobody can see my crazy moves, that is, if they qualify as dance moves :D

I sing...
as and when I like. In company or when I’m alone!

I cry...
havent done that in a long long long while! Ran out of tears n emotions I guess!

I am not...
nobody!

I write... (/blog)
coz sometimes I cant discuss all this with anybody! Hidden identity blogging ROX!

I confuse...
myself by analysing my own thoughts!

I need...
more money (huhaahaahuaaa) and more time and more socializing!

I should...
not make loud jokes. Stick to the first impression which ppl get when they first meet me!

I finish...
work after deadlines are over!

Done! Yeahoooooo! First post after first anniversary!