Thursday, September 08, 2005

i'll be fine!

is it wrong to like someone so dearly and do nothing about it, and not even let the person know abt it? even if her presence around makes you feel heavenly. even if the slightest lack of attention from her kills you a hundred times over. even if you think spending your life with her will be the best thing you can ever do to yourself! even if you always want to be there for her no matter what! even if a simple hi from her cheers you in bad times.
does she have the right to know all this?
does she need to like me back? well, falling for someone doesnt imply reciprocation... y should she reciprocate? y does she even have to feel the same way! y does she even have to know!
my feelings dont need her approval. my feelings dont need her permission.
and i guess she'll never know! i hope she never does.
i guess i'll be fine! i hope i'll!

15 Comments:

Blogger Sayesha said...

Oxy, I LOVE this post.

//my feelings dont need her approval. my feelings dont need her permission.

Amazing stuff.

2:37 AM  
Blogger oxymoron said...

thnx! not many ppl seem to understand!

8:54 AM  
Blogger Sayesha said...

I do man. It's a brilliant concept.

I really like the way you think. A lot like me :)

9:58 AM  
Blogger oxymoron said...

good! i've support from some quarters atleast, for the first time!

1:57 PM  
Blogger Sayesha said...

No new posts, Oxy?

8:27 PM  
Blogger oxymoron said...

searching for worthwhile topics! i'm not as good as u! u r an amzing blogger! me nothing! so gimme some time :D

3:08 PM  
Blogger Sayesha said...

Thanks, man :P

I still can't over how priceless this post of yours is! It's like one of those posts that make one go, 'Shit why didn't *I* write this??" :)

11:23 PM  
Blogger oxymoron said...

// It's like one of those posts that make one go, 'Shit why didn't *I* write this??"

thnx! coming from u, it's a *huge* compliment! now i dont feel like writing another post, coz then this one will get archived! ur comment is equivalent to a 5-star (*****) rating for this post!

9:18 PM  
Blogger Sayesha said...

Haha... now I'm slightly embarrassed! :P

10:57 PM  
Blogger Shashi Iyer said...

time will answer that... i don't think you'll ever ask those questions again, after "the time comes"

7:14 PM  
Blogger MeAwinner said...

Hey Oxy !
I just reached to ur blog from Sayeshaz...
Just not able to resist commnenting..
She doesn't need to...reciprocate.. and i 100% agree your feelings don't
need to have her approval and permission.But I feel your feelings worth
expressing her.You never know, she might be looking forward to know.

(Though its just my thought out of the blue as i really not aware of
'Much of YOU'...Stil I feel LIfe always have good things in the store,
we need to take steps towards them)

Best Wishes,
Maneesha

11:06 PM  
Blogger oxymoron said...

//You never know, she might be looking forward to know.

i guess at some level she knows! but the intensity is hidden! sometimes its just better if things maintain status quo. i myself probably do not want to take it to the next level (dont ask y)

but it just feels right to not let things change!

7:36 PM  
Blogger MeAwinner said...

Thats good.. One should know, what he wants , what he doesn't.
I always like to do things, out of choices...Hmm.. I understood ur point.

I know the feeling itself is so satisfactory....... that other things might spoil it..

Better Enjoy it & treasure the good feelings !
Maneesha

10:06 PM  
Blogger Strider said...

That seems like a page out of my life!!

//i guess at some level she knows! but the intensity is hidden!
sometimes its just better if things maintain status quo. i myself probably do not want to take it to the next level (dont ask y)

Man I was in the same situation.. but I changed the status quo and am not much better off :(

1:23 PM  
Blogger Nidhi said...

Hi...
Just hopped on to your blog from Sayesha's blog....and discovered a gem of a post.
I can truly relate to these feelings coz this is exactly what I am going thru' rite now!
Wish me luck...pls (so that I can express myself to that person)

10:16 PM  

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